A single rose proclaims His great mercy and kindness far better than any Billy Graham wannabe. No commentary or Bible college will ever have enough time to convey the glory that an individual thorn can, in moments. The majesty of a dead plant- a skeleton leaf- speaks louder than any living soul. The gentle, monotonous cycle of life, death and growth, and being, far outweighs our broken attempts at logically explaining existence.
To brush my hands over
and upon fleshy petals
is to reach out
and feel Him.
Breath; cool, like snow
and full with warmth
moves with my body.
He and I dance
The ever powerful dance of love.
He leads.
Pale, smokey and soft,
life springs from dark crevasses,
dead hope.
Giants of trees twist into existence
and exuberance
at His command.
Stare into spots, into patterns,
into pollen, leaves and strands.
My eyes lightly kiss His cheek.
Rough trunks of branches,
of peeling bark and scars are His strength.
Warm honey, His blood.
It flows.
Forests hacked down
and left barren and scarce
are His wounds. Redemption.
Given back into guilty han
Her heart, ripped open-
Bared for the universe to see..
While tiny, fluorescent men
artfully perform surgery
on this lady's innards.
She remains dignified through the ordeal,
wrapping grace upon her beaten body.
I journey through trails of destruction
like rivers flowing
in and out, winding to and from and by.
My soul steps over stepping stones
through the center of this City.
Each leap I feel in the small of my stomach.
She is Christchurch.
Dignified as she undergoes this procedure.
185 empty seats in cinemas,
in cars moving from schools, church
and jam making with the ladies.
Vacant places at dinner tables,
in the pews and offic
Life is an uncertain headache
A restless, sleepless, endless night.
It is a broken bone, a disfigured body,
Pain, sorrow, trial, change and desperation.
My heart sinks, colliding with the rocky shore. Breaking.
Arteries fill with water from the deep
Lungs fail and shrink back.
I am but a lifeless lump of drift wood
In this headache of a broken life.
My only direction, is a lack thereof
And I dream of dreamlessness, dark and empty.
Plump, sinister balloons float from my grip, released
And decide to explode and vaporize into the clean air
Leaving a black, inky disappointment to fall from the sky
Upon me.
Men are from Mars, women are from Venus by chibi-chick, literature
Literature
Men are from Mars, women are from Venus
To my left, I see a monstrously large sign. Hot pink and yellow, it screams "YOU NEED A MAN!"
Hundreds of tiny, clone-like figures sit at the foot of their god and nod dumbly. They turn to each other, "You need a man!"
Pausing and walking to my right however, I see a sign worn by age, but still bolding claiming "WAIT." But for how long we all wonder? What are we waiting for? Who? A few stand under this sign. They look tired. Victorious, but tired.
A deep breath.
A herd of humans strides past. They're partaking in an activity to enhance their forms. I think they call it "running". The male humans- I think that's what these are, drink powd
My heart is a ball of yarn
Tossed, thrown, rolled, unravelled.
Knots and tangles line the innermost part of my soul.
Some disguised as pretty bows and ties
But all of them are kinks in the mass. Unwanted.
My heart has been unravelled, put together, re bound again and again and again.
So many hands have held onto this yarn, fragments have fallen away in their hands
Parts of me have been given to these hands
Parts of me have been taken by these hands.
A thin layer of dust sits atop the ball of string
Alone, it resides in a dark corner, in a dark box, in a dark cupboard- somewhere far away.
Waiting.
My yarn-heart was a vibrant a
Hey Scarlet, you need not fear the burn in your cheeks, for I have cleansed your skin of all mortality.
Dear Scarlet, never mind their judgement, you know it's only me who can, and I've washed you clear and clean already!
Scarlet, my girl! Tremor not and calm your mind, I uphold you, you need not mind what mere man projects of you.
Scarlet, you're letting the wrong colour rule you're heart. Let me- I have made you white as snow.
Oh Scarlet, do no worry over this, today has enough worries of its own! And do does tomorrow! Give me your anxious heart.
Listen Scarlet, take my yoke- it is light, I can withstand your burden, because I love you
A single rose proclaims His great mercy and kindness far better than any Billy Graham wannabe. No commentary or Bible college will ever have enough time to convey the glory that an individual thorn can, in moments. The majesty of a dead plant- a skeleton leaf- speaks louder than any living soul. The gentle, monotonous cycle of life, death and growth, and being, far outweighs our broken attempts at logically explaining existence.
To brush my hands over
and upon fleshy petals
is to reach out
and feel Him.
Breath; cool, like snow
and full with warmth
moves with my body.
He and I dance
The ever powerful dance of love.
He leads.
Pale, smokey and soft,
life springs from dark crevasses,
dead hope.
Giants of trees twist into existence
and exuberance
at His command.
Stare into spots, into patterns,
into pollen, leaves and strands.
My eyes lightly kiss His cheek.
Rough trunks of branches,
of peeling bark and scars are His strength.
Warm honey, His blood.
It flows.
Forests hacked down
and left barren and scarce
are His wounds. Redemption.
Given back into guilty han
Her heart, ripped open-
Bared for the universe to see..
While tiny, fluorescent men
artfully perform surgery
on this lady's innards.
She remains dignified through the ordeal,
wrapping grace upon her beaten body.
I journey through trails of destruction
like rivers flowing
in and out, winding to and from and by.
My soul steps over stepping stones
through the center of this City.
Each leap I feel in the small of my stomach.
She is Christchurch.
Dignified as she undergoes this procedure.
185 empty seats in cinemas,
in cars moving from schools, church
and jam making with the ladies.
Vacant places at dinner tables,
in the pews and offic
Life is an uncertain headache
A restless, sleepless, endless night.
It is a broken bone, a disfigured body,
Pain, sorrow, trial, change and desperation.
My heart sinks, colliding with the rocky shore. Breaking.
Arteries fill with water from the deep
Lungs fail and shrink back.
I am but a lifeless lump of drift wood
In this headache of a broken life.
My only direction, is a lack thereof
And I dream of dreamlessness, dark and empty.
Plump, sinister balloons float from my grip, released
And decide to explode and vaporize into the clean air
Leaving a black, inky disappointment to fall from the sky
Upon me.
Men are from Mars, women are from Venus by chibi-chick, literature
Literature
Men are from Mars, women are from Venus
To my left, I see a monstrously large sign. Hot pink and yellow, it screams "YOU NEED A MAN!"
Hundreds of tiny, clone-like figures sit at the foot of their god and nod dumbly. They turn to each other, "You need a man!"
Pausing and walking to my right however, I see a sign worn by age, but still bolding claiming "WAIT." But for how long we all wonder? What are we waiting for? Who? A few stand under this sign. They look tired. Victorious, but tired.
A deep breath.
A herd of humans strides past. They're partaking in an activity to enhance their forms. I think they call it "running". The male humans- I think that's what these are, drink powd
My heart is a ball of yarn
Tossed, thrown, rolled, unravelled.
Knots and tangles line the innermost part of my soul.
Some disguised as pretty bows and ties
But all of them are kinks in the mass. Unwanted.
My heart has been unravelled, put together, re bound again and again and again.
So many hands have held onto this yarn, fragments have fallen away in their hands
Parts of me have been given to these hands
Parts of me have been taken by these hands.
A thin layer of dust sits atop the ball of string
Alone, it resides in a dark corner, in a dark box, in a dark cupboard- somewhere far away.
Waiting.
My yarn-heart was a vibrant a
Hey Scarlet, you need not fear the burn in your cheeks, for I have cleansed your skin of all mortality.
Dear Scarlet, never mind their judgement, you know it's only me who can, and I've washed you clear and clean already!
Scarlet, my girl! Tremor not and calm your mind, I uphold you, you need not mind what mere man projects of you.
Scarlet, you're letting the wrong colour rule you're heart. Let me- I have made you white as snow.
Oh Scarlet, do no worry over this, today has enough worries of its own! And do does tomorrow! Give me your anxious heart.
Listen Scarlet, take my yoke- it is light, I can withstand your burden, because I love you
This account tells of my past. It's full of spelling mistakes, grammar issues and ignorant thoughts of a depressed teenager. But I'm keeping it here to remember the best and worst years of my life. It's a snapshot of 15 year old me. Sometimes I dump photos or words here, but it's mostly the museum of Alice.
Ah, the harrowing moment when your long freedom from unrequited romantic tendencies (otherwise known as a crush) is ended. I have been very blessed in the months since Queensland tour, to have much more room in my heart and soul and mind for Christ. Uncluttered by the racing thoughts of romance and the cutting questions of the past, present, future. My overthinking mind has had a rest! It's been really liberating, lovely. But it seems that is over, and I am not entirely sure what to do with myself. I am a different person this year. I have claimed my womanhood in Jesus' name, The Lord has defeated my fear and armed me for battle. And yet ther